讨厌

爱一个人，就会越来越讨厌他？
所有结了婚的太太都会越来越讨厌自己的老公？
这就是为何很多人都会在爱与恨之间挣扎，徘徊。。。
因为爱，就想要占有
过分的占有就会造成争吵或憋在心里的不愉快
慢慢的变成了厌倦，然后不理不睬     或     离开。。。

安全感

安全感实在很神秘，

它看不见摸不着，

甚至描述不出来。

双手能紧紧握住的才有安全感，

双手抓不住的当然什么都没有。

所以请原谅我没有安全感

我很怕再受一次伤

这种痛   一次就够了

因为   它足够让我回忆一生

忧伤

一个人默默地退守在静夜的一角，在忧伤的情绪里，让心思沉静下来，悄悄地整理着纷繁的思绪，然后，将生活里一些或浓或淡的忧伤，用文字，姿意的释放，让那种心跳或心痛的感觉，在忧伤里，静静的，蔓延，绽放成一种，极致的美丽。


喜欢行走于萧瑟的秋风落叶里，随着树叶跟风缠绵后的最后忧伤落幕，心绪也在忧伤里徘徊，心烟也随着那一缕忧伤，于风声里，飘荡。


喜欢被一些人、一些事感动着，喜欢被这些情感弄得思绪万千而乐于其中；喜欢一些伤感的歌曲，喜欢沉醉于那种忧伤的旋律里不能自拔。忧伤，就是有着如此捉摸不透的魔力，有着如此无与伦比的美丽。

不是不爱你，只是伤不起

30/01/2012，星期一，下午三点，我看见了一样令我很震撼的东西。。。

顿时我的心跳停止了几秒，眼泪往心里流。

为什么？为什么你要这样伤我的心。

对其他人，这也许是件很小的事罢了。

因为他们不会明白。

我知道你非常爱我，对我超级好，我更不会担心你会爱上她。

但是你这样的做法实在是令我很痛心。

因为我生气，你也许勉强的删除了她，在一年后，你主动加回她

那是认为我会失忆或是当我是小孩？

相反的假如我这么做你会如何？假如你可以接受那我没话说

我的心在溶化，慢慢的溶化。

眼泪无法控制的一直往下流。

不是不爱你，只是伤不起。。。

Everything in $$$

The life nowadays is very realistic...
Everything come with $$$ first
People are able to look for you (even you are hiding) if you are rich 
If you are poor, sorry to say that, even you are just in front of me, I will hide from you.
Yes, you can deny, you can disagree but this is totally the personality of 20th century...
So, guys, go, go and go for your better future, don't stop because of so called LOVE, FRIENDSHIP or others non-beneficial matters...
Remember!!! Money is the ONLY that can help you in EVERYTHING when you have nothing.

bao bei

we have been stick together for 2 weeks
i really not used to the current environment
i miss him crazilly... haiz
bao bei, i hope we can live together
the days without u, i feel so lonely
i hate this feeling

Comfirmation

I have been in Farben for almost 3 months...
My probation period is going to end and i will be confirmed soon
Usually people are happy about that but, i m worrying

U may ask.....why?why?why?

I wondering about the 2 months notice period to leave the post
I am well adapt to the job now yet i thinking to quit
because there are still many reason for me to leave

1)  the working environment is dusty and my work task is harmful to health
2)  I busy with lot of tasks until i have no time to drink water and go for washroom
3)  thr way to work is too far
4)  money i spend on tol and petrol is very high

I think all these are more and enough for me to quit right?
But, for me to quit, i need to get another job so i able to support my life
Okay...it's time for me to act